Letter to a friend

For days, I have been writing this letter to you

Words spining in my head

Bitter words between two strangers

 

Too afraid of what words would come out

Of undressing my soul to your unwilling eyes

Afraid of losing a friend I have yet to make

 

By my own agenda I have been blinded

Yet again by my own game, I was cheated

From my own mind chaos, I ran to perdition

 

For days, I wondered and pondered

If I can make it through

If I can be a good friend to you

 

For days, I have sighed and waited

For the words you will never say

For an answer, a give away

 

By my own accord, I keep suffering

Masochistic nature allowing status quo

Dichotomy of the heart and the mind

 

Reconciling feelings unrequited,

Expectations bound to be disappointed.

Heartbreak of a relationship that never was.

 

To continue living a lie and wish to quiet my heart,

To fear of missing out on the wonderful things you have yet to bring

Turning this dilemma in my head to a solution where there is no win

 

To a letter, that may never be written

Words, you may never know.

This heartbreak I shall bear on my own

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